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Broken and abused

February 16, 2016

I grew up in a very broken dysfunctional home. I felt torn in my adulthood.When I had my daughter I was not ready to mother her, I had never been taught how to love. My daughter was in a severe accident that almost took her life, she had been burned with 3rd degree burns on 37 percent of her body. She was in the burn ICU and the doctors and social workers came to me to tell me I needed to prepare myself. I thought prepare myself for what? I hadn’t realized she was dying, I was still in shock this was happening to my daughter, She was burned and dying. Something I had no control over, something I could have not protected her from. I sworn the Lord off when I was 14 for the abusive life I was placed in. But that day when I had my chance to see her in ICU I fell to my knees and I prayed. I prayed with all my heart and something amazing happened. I felt the Lord, he held me and he answered my calling.I came to the Lord on his terms,he showed me grace. He showed me true love, I was taught