Friend, I hope you can believe this today: God loves you and it isn’t hard for him to do so. His love for you isn’t a struggle, it isn’t an obligation. It’s choice he made long before you when he sent his son Jesus to this earth to pay our debt for good.
“The LORD your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.” – Zephaniah 3:17