I feel ashamed to put this story but I’ve heard a lot of Christians went through what Im going through. I’ve been believing in Jesus Christ since I could remember. I turned back to him at the end of last year after years of struggling with homosexuality. And the enemy has been putting unwanted blasphemous thoughts about God even when I read the word. I want Jesus to wrap his arms around me and I wanna be tender to him like when I was child.