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I got out of bed today.

October 10, 2014

Howdy. I suffer from really awful, debilitating depression. Some days it’s all I can do to get out of bed, take my meds, and go back to bed. Some days I can’t even get out of bed. Today I got out of bed, went to a doctor, and then I even went for breakfast. It is noon and I’m mentally, emotionally, and physically exhausted for the day. I am physically disabled, and I am in mental, physical, and emotional pain 24/7. To be truthful, life isn’t that great most of the time. I praise my Savior because if life was perfect I would probably ignore Him and spend an eternity without Him. He even gave me my own personal Psalm, Psalm 88 — it’s unresolved despair, the psalm for those who suffer depression.. So even *I* can find my life in Him and His Word. One day I will be with Him forever and my plea is Psalm 61:1-5. I want to be found hidden in Jesus, forever. Psalm 88 is the future promise of Psalm 61. I hurt now but you know what? My fate is sealed for eternity with Christ!