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I want to come back

Need prayer. I was saved and baptized there at First Church in 1981. I have gone through ten years of ups and downs that have left me somewhat hopeless. I feel that I have simply fallen away. In trying to get back to get my spiritual life back together, and back into the Word, I have been again reading and studying.

Reading Hebrews 6:4 this morning, I feel that my heart has been ripped out of me. “It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, 5 who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age 6 and who have fallen away, to be brought back to repentance. To their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace.”

I so long to be back in His grace. Yet, have I condemned myself to a miserable life for the remainder of my years? I have been praying for a spirit of repentance.