I'm feeling lost, heartbroken, mentally drained. I feel like I'm going crazy and I have nothing to live for. I need to restore my relationship with God first and foremost I just dont know how to 'jump all the way in' ... as far as the relationship with my significant Iother i need God to enlighten me. We have both hurt each other of many ways.... but this one... this one is killing me inside. I'm angry, I'm hurt, I'm losing it.