My request is for prayer for myself, my mew husband(our first time being married) and our blended family. I get frustrated bc he acts like a child at times. I don’t know his love language. Well I do but I don’t want to do it bc of the things he says to me. I’ll never change, every week it’s something with you. I could go on. It’s evident that he’s hurting and at times I try to do right but I fail and lash out instead of having self control and being the more mature one. At this present time my biological father is dying. I met him for the first time at 21. Reunited about 2 years ago and now he’s about to leave me. I have areas that I didn’t even know I need healing from. My husband is not loving and affectionate. I didn’t think he was romantic so when I asked him, he said yes he was but my mouth makes him not do anything for me. There are many things that he does that I can’t stand but I don’t with hold them from him. I have much work to do. It starts with me. I want to change I want to respond differently I want to rise above. I need help and prayers please!