I am broken to pieces; shattered, in ruins. I need healing, restoration inside and out of my body; a resurrection. I feel so hopeless and desperate and alone. Im in the worst shape ever in my life. Its really bad. :(( Don\'t know what to do. All good ground has been lost, destroyed. Ive fasted and prayed and am doing so again today. I am so desperate for God to act NOW...cant wait any more. My spirit is faint and my heart so broken. I don\'t understand. Ive never been so shattered and broken, in total ruins. I don\'t recognize myself. Every area in my life needs resurrection...finances, job, and relationships. Physical deliverance and healing is number one need though. Please pray for me. I am barely hanging on.