I have been battling depression concerning my life choices. I am also battling low self esteem and loneliness. It is a weekly struggle, up and down emotional roller coaster of doubt and worrying with a glimpse of hope. I am a single parent and I have not dated or had anyone interested in me since my daughter was 2 and she's now 13. I feel like I'm overlooked, ignored and invisible at times. Sometimes I feel cursed and fear my child will end up living like I do, alone. I have a desire to marry and increase my family, but it seems non-existent, like a far off fairy tale than something that could actually happen for me. I know God loves me, but I am feeling more and more hopeless these days. Pray my strength and encouragement in the Lord and for Him to restore the joy in my life and that I receive a breakthrough soon.