Sometimes I just don't feel as though I'm saved. My past is full of sinfulness and I worry I'm going to spend an eternity separated from God because of it. I've asked Jesus to be my Savior and free me myself and wickedness mostly the past. I've been married 4 times and my wife now is the longest one but it seems like it is fixing to end. Unfortunately early in life I struggled with fleshy desires, drugs, alcohol and sex. I realize consequences are expected and I have repented of the past and even though I have, sometimes those temptations try and come back and take over. If there are any prayer warriors out there ask God the Father, Jesus Christ son of God and the Holy Spirit for mercy and grace for me and my family.